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| Friday, January 21st, 2005 | | 11:24 pm |
Take the quiz: "Find your IQ (pictures)"
 Genius IQ 141 and aboveWow. Your IQ is 141 and above. Meaning you are smart as hell. Intelligence probably runs in your family but you are probably very modest about your intelligence and may down play it to feel like you belong. Rock ON Smart Ass! Haha. I love those things. Update: I've been sick and fighting with parents. Have a huge crush. More later. Current Mood:  curiousCurrent Music: The Arcade Fire- Funeral | | Monday, December 27th, 2004 | | 12:07 am |
Happy Christmas... Christmas was most excellent, got my system installed in my car and spent plenty of time with friends and family. Got a book and some DVD-R's on top of it. But yeah, I'm sick now, I can barely talk... have a sore throat. I've been pretty stressed out as of late as well. My ex has been in contact again. If you've followed this whole story... It's a crazy one. I hate what happened to us, but I abhor what happened AFTER. She's really stressing me out, making the most foolish mistakes imaginable. Just so you guys all know... any time I talk to her, spend time with her or whatever... I have no interest in pursuing a relationship with her. I'll love her for all time and care about her to the ends of the world, but the attraction is beyond non existant. This paragraph is extremely meaningless, insignificant to most but it's crossing my mind continuously. I feel so bad for the debt she's in, yet so oblivious to. I feel horrible for the kid. For her boyfriend. Hell, everyone she knows. I wish I had some influence on her. Anyway, I love you kid, you're in my heart, be safe. I'm gunna go lay down or talk to Ali or something... </3 Current Mood:  worriedCurrent Music: With You- Jessica Simpson | | Monday, December 20th, 2004 | | 11:49 pm |
Step 1: Get your playlist together, put it on random, and play Step 2: Pick your favorite lines from the first 25 songs that play Step 3: Post and let everyone you know guess what song the lines come from Step 4: Cross out the songs when someone guesses correctly. 1. ...Beer goggles blind... *Just Lose it-Eminem* Kelsey and Meyer 2. Shut your mouth you dirty slut You know you want it in your butt I’ll bleed in your cunt *D-12 Purple Pills* Daniel 3. I want to wake up in the city that never sleeps To find I'm king of the hill, top of the heap 4. nothing remains quite the same, with all of our running, and all of our cunning 5. I'm all bone, I'm two-toned. Red as a newborn, white as a corpse. 6. ...I fall without my wings, I feel so small. 7. You thought you could really make me moan, I had better sex all alone. 8. Best friends means I pulled the trigger... 9. Who said pretty boys can't be wild niggaz, loud niggaz, OK Corral niggaz *Nelly-Country Grammar* Daniel 10. He wore black and I wore white, he would always win the fight. 11. Tell me princess, now when did you last let your heart decide? *A Whole New World-Aladdin* 12. Up in the bathtub, rub-a-dubbin' (shawty), 13. And I'm floating in a most pec-u-liar way... *Major Tom-David Bowie* Kelsey (after I told her) 14. My lungs are fresh and yours to keep, kept clean and they will let you breathe. 15. Cuz I'm young and I'm black and my hat's real low, do I look like a mind reader? Sir I don't know 16. ...said she's three months pregnant and she's keepin' it. *Confessions Part II- Usher* Kelsey <3 17. Your lips upon my lips, your fingertips on my fingertips... *Sweetest Sin-Jessica Simpson* Kelsey (Close enough kidd...) 18. ...the milkman, the paperboy, evening TV. 19. Pick it up slow, roll it all around, poke it out, letcha back roll. *Not even close Kelsey...* 20. Take me to ecstacy without taking Ecstacy. 21. Time to pick my heart up off the floor. 22. There's an endless story There's the man I chose There's my territory 23. You can save me, from the man that I've become. *Backstreet Boys...What song though <3* 24. Leave....Now...Move...Why...Waste of time! *Get Out-JoJo* Kelsey Best song ever :) 25. Stop...This the muthafuckin' remix. *Lean Back Remix- Terror Squad* Meyer 26. Me I want a hoola-hoop. Current Mood:  accomplishedCurrent Music: Ghostbusters theme | | 4:11 am |
The weather outside is frightful...
Odd day. Woke up at 8. Ate breakfast at Hardees with my parents. Fell back asleep until 2. :) Woke up, watched the Jags win after the officials made me upset (see previos post, bullshit touchdown, and Darius' ejection), then hung out with an old friend named Lauren. Nice to see her again, missed the good days we had. Then I went into work, at about 11. We decided against inventorying the store, but transferring a bunch of rentals. This constitutes me sitting in a chair putting stickers on things for 5 hours. I love it. Then David (Store Manager), Show (Assistant Store Manager), and I went to Denny's. It was as entertaining as a Denny's night with a dozen people. My managers are some of the coolest people I know and it was awesome hanging out with them outside of work, as it usually is. Now I'm home, tired as hell. I've decided I'm happy with my life. Girl options are a plenty but I don't want one. I'm content with how I live, sans the semi-frequent flashbacks to someone I'm not even attracted to anymore. I rest easier now, knowing... I'm happy. I predict this not lasting past the holidays, so I'll cherish it :). Current Mood:  lovedCurrent Music: Frosty the Snowman | | Sunday, December 19th, 2004 | | 5:36 pm |
Anyone watching the Jag's game. It's the half and this is some of the shittiest playcalling I've ever seen. That was the MOST BOGUS touchdown I've ever seen. If you watched the game, you know what I'm talking about. If not, see the news/ESPN, it'll be all over it. Not to meantion the worst announcing I've heard in a while. After a double penalty against Green Bay, the announcers says, and I quote, "Penatly called by Byron Leftwich." This game is making me pretty irritated. At least we're winning :) Current Mood:  angryCurrent Music: Shitty commentary | | 12:25 am |
| | 12:16 am |
All be left alone forever in my magazines
Just got off work... Waiting for Ryan to come over, we're gunna watch movies/Trivial Pursuit again. Tomorrow I'm off. Apparently Josh from work has some chica for me, not like I don't have enough choices already, that he wants me to meet. We will probably hang out with her tomorrow. I love my job at Blockbuster, it's so fucking easy... but it's the shit like tomorrow night that makes me mad. I don't go in until midnight tomorrow and won't get off until like 5. Inventory can blow me, I may just not show up, because that's pointless to me. On the other hand, it's 30% off week. I preordered South Park Season 5, Chappelle Show Season 2, and AvP Box Set. Each was an extremely low price due to the fact the true price doesn't enter the computer until a week before release. Then I received 30% off of that price. South Park and Chapelle were 15 bucks, AvP was 20. <3 A brief update on my life circumstances. I'm single, with a dozen options. I just don't feel like I need a relationship right now. My last one ended about 4 months ago but with the cycle of events that occured with her, I can't handle anything serious like that right now. There's a specific reason that if stated would make me sound more elitist than you thought I was. Ryan knows though, ask him. Ramen is calling my name so, I bid you good day Current Mood:  goodCurrent Music: Christmas Time- The Beatles | | Saturday, December 18th, 2004 | | 3:59 pm |
Back
I've decided to become active in the Livejournal community again... I'm tired of being out of the loop... So, I'm back. :) <3 Charlie Also, my background is excellent Current Mood:  bouncyCurrent Music: Lindsay Lohan-Rumors | | Saturday, October 4th, 2003 | | 10:00 pm |
More on Monday...
illeaturhartoutx (9:58:06 PM): or you can say "farewell to erky and rachie, i'll miss ya'll while im gone and i'll see ya'll at homecoming! bc im a pimp!" Current Mood: Thrilled for tomorrowCurrent Music: P.I.M.P.- 50 Cent | | Sunday, September 21st, 2003 | | 12:18 am |
A phone call I'd rather not receive, please use my body while I sleep...
It's been so long. I've been too busy that I couldn't just stop and update. Erica, this one's for you <44445. Well, I don't know how to describe the past few weeks. On the 12th, Emma ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) soximpossible, Ben, Abby, and I went to the Brand New and Dashboard Confessional show. It was really enjoyable, we saw White Logan there, surprisingly. Brand New played a really short set though... They came out with Sic Transit Gloria... Glory Fades. It was my favorite song of the set. In my opinion, it's the best song on their new album, Deja Entendu, and sounds even more incredible live. Dashboard was also very good, although, through the majority of it, I was talking to these two girls, whom I didn't get their numbers because I realized it would be long distance to call them. Dashboard can still make a show feel intimate (think Unplugged) even while playing an enormous, sold out venue. I truely enjoyed myself. Stopping at 7-11 at 2 in the morning was so fun. Ben and I woke up in about 3 seconds when we heard Abby say 7-11 :-P. One other note on Emma... She now attends Orange Park High School. (More on my school situation later) As every student at Paxon knows, Homecoming is quickly approaching. I don't like this time of year because it seems like I can never get a date. A great deal of my friends are girls, cute ones too... Why can't I get a homecoming date then?! Everyone seems to make it a point to say that I won't have a date... Girls. Girls are a difficult subject right now. I don't know what's going on in my love life. The day after I got back from the show, Jessica and I went to Adventure Landing together. I haven't had that much fun with her in the longest of times. I feel attracted to her again, and I know she feels the same. I don't know what to do however... The majority of you know what's happened in the past with us. Also I don't know her motives for being with me, nor her faithfulness to me. I recall the time when she was with Dinah that we made out, well over a year ago. She would say "What she doesn't know won't hurt her". Who's to say that she won't do the same to me? I don't know why, but suddenly I'm insecure about her honesty. I've tried to call her and talk to her all the time but she's never home. How can I expect to have a relationship with someone far too busy for me? I just want to become her best friend again... It seems that everytime we get close to each other, she distances herself physically. It's like only we can only have one type of bond, physical or mental, at one time, never both. I want it all to work out, but there's a long way to go. As for other girls, I don't really have an opinion. I think there are lots of girls that are attractive, but no one really goes beyond that point right now. I don't think I "like" anyone right now, but that could easily change in the timespan of one day. School. School is a living hell as of right now. I love seeing everyone, but I loathe going to classes. Spanish is terrible and the teacher does not like me at all. TV production is the only class where you literally do nothing and still fail. I got a zero on a project because the day it was due, I was throwing up. Oh, and I cheat on tests on subject matter I learned in third grade. Prefixs. Why the fuck would I need to cheat on a prefix test. I was of course accused of it, however it was this girl I dislike, Catherine Stone. School is just a waste of time right now. I am highly considering leaving Paxon and going to Orange Park High School if I can be released from Duval County schools. It's a difficult task but I hope to get it done. This weekend I mostly went to the mall and hung out with my friend Randy. He and I actually have a lot in common and he's a really awesome kid. We saw Thirteen and Cold Creek Manor (using my master sneaking skills to get in, mind you) Both were above average, particularly Thirteen. See it, you'll enjoy it. Well what lies ahead for me? I'm not entirely sure. I WILL get a date though. I'll work things through with Jessica as well. School is still up in the air and girls are still bewildering. I do have one thing to look forward to however, Halloween Horror Nights. I'm going on Sunday October 5th. Jessica and I. I CANNOT wait. It's going to be so amazing. With my annual pass, tickets are under 25 dollars. I need to contact Chris Brock and see if we can get them for even cheaper. I guess this should wrap up my lengthy entry. I'm going to stay more constant with the updates from here on, it's hard to update about two weeks. <3. Charlie | | Saturday, September 6th, 2003 | | 10:53 pm |
| | 6:50 am |
It's not even Seven and I feel alone
Last night I fell asleep at nine, I didn't mean to, I was watching Simpsons and then I was suddenly out. I'm sure I missed some great conversations, I'm wondering what's going on with muzicfreak23. Oh well. Not much to update with. Jaron meantioned something about hanging out today which sounds like fun. I dunno, I hope he follows through with it. other than that, there isn't much, my mood is staying about the same as before, not too stellar. Oh and I have a new icon. :) Current Mood:  crankyCurrent Music: Star Wars theme song | | Thursday, September 4th, 2003 | | 5:54 am |
| | Wednesday, September 3rd, 2003 | | 9:01 pm |
Why is it that when things look up, I get down?
Well today was wonderful...yet God awful... I don't know what's been coming over me these past two days. I've had some really good days, I actually think I may have a chance with a girl now, and I have a girl who IM's me cuz she saw me at the mall and thinks I'm hot. What more could I want? I mean I should be happy, but I'm not... I feel as if I'm empty and trapped and can't get out. I don't know what I need right now... I wish I could find it, I have everything, but I'm lost and lonely... Current Mood:  lonelyCurrent Music: No Seatbelt Song- Brand New | | Tuesday, September 2nd, 2003 | | 6:25 pm |
i cant find a moment just to slow down it makes me think ill never have the chance to figure it out
Today was horrible. Nothing bad happened per-say. But I was just in this mood that I couldn't break. I was thinking so pessimistically all day. I saw jessica and this awkward feeling overcame me, I don't know how to describe it either...I can't even tell if it was positive or negative... The game Nicole was begging me to attend is going on right now. I wanted to go to see her cheer, but mom didn't want to drive me home and I just don't feel like going anywhere. I'm sure she'll be disappointed but she'll also understand, I hope. I'm gunna offer to take her to a movie or something this weekend and to go to the Mr. Ugly pagaent. Jimmy is sooooooooooooooooooooo gunna win... He's awesome. Tomorrow is AL Blanding, I haven't decided if I'm going as of now, I probably will... Not too much else to say, I'm just concerned about talking to Nicole this evening... :-\ Goodnight, Charlie Current Mood:  pessimisticCurrent Music: The Match Game | | 6:07 am |
| | Monday, September 1st, 2003 | | 4:41 pm |
Hahaha
x0x eLiTe bt x0x (3:44:51 PM): my friend that saw u at the mall said u were hott x1SnAkEeYeZx1 (3:44:56 PM): haha x0x eLiTe bt x0x (3:45:22 PM): im seirous did u see her x1SnAkEeYeZx1 (3:45:26 PM): umm which one? x0x eLiTe bt x0x (3:45:45 PM): she was short and she had curly brown hair not megan or shannon x1SnAkEeYeZx1 (3:45:59 PM): and not danielle? x1SnAkEeYeZx1 (3:46:04 PM): i dont remember anyone else x0x eLiTe bt x0x (3:46:14 PM): oh she was talkin to me when u walked up x1SnAkEeYeZx1 (3:46:50 PM): hmm x1SnAkEeYeZx1 (3:46:54 PM): does she go 2 paxon? x0x eLiTe bt x0x (3:46:56 PM): no x1SnAkEeYeZx1 (3:47:10 PM): haha, man shit, i knew i shuda went with u guys x0x eLiTe bt x0x (3:47:17 PM): haha x0x eLiTe bt x0x (3:47:35 PM): y x1SnAkEeYeZx1 (3:48:31 PM): cuz going to a movie with like 5 hot girls, one of which "thinks im hot", john dale, and randy is waaaaaaaaaaaay better than going with a lesbian Current Mood: accomplishedCurrent Music: Promise- Eve 6 | | 1:07 pm |
When the visions around you bring tears to your eyes and all that surrounds you are secrets and lies
I don't know what to say right now. I hate how I feel though. I hate how I have so many people in my life, yet I don't know one of them. Not one. Everyone in school seems to know my name, who I am, and everything about Jessica. Lots of people walk up and are like, "What's Up" and I won't even know their names. I hang out with a whole lot of people at school, but I don't know anything about them. I just strive for closeness, I want to know those who think they know me so well. I'm just babbling now. Oh, I have a big crush right now. Awesome girl too. This weekend was T3, Tag Team Tournament. I really enjoyed myself at this tournament. I didn't play much, but that's ok. Our team placed second and we won 10 bucks each, cboz owed me five, so I got 15 dollars total. Hanging out at tygerstyle's was a whole lot of fun as well. The Coup pwns. Lol. muzicfreak23 is asleep in my room right now. He needs to wake up, I'm bored. I finished up my project this morning, it came out really well. I am not looking forward to school tomorrow. I don't want to work at all, I feel drained from the long weekend, but I'll get to see my friends so it will be fun I suppose. I'm engrossing myself into music again to try and help myself feel better. I'm not in a horrible condition, just not the happiest as of late. soximpossible and mrxcobbx broke up. :(. There's so much going on at school, and I don't know one detail of any of it. Seeing Ben, Emma, Austin, and Jaron on Saturday really made me miss those days. Hanging out with Jessica on that day was interesting as well. We seem to be well off, from a friendship standpoint at least. I'll end this because it's so unorganized that it's probably unreadable. <3 Charlie Current Mood:  indescribableCurrent Music: P.I.M.P. (Remix) 50 Cent ft/ Snoop Dogg | | Sunday, August 24th, 2003 | | 7:50 pm |
The tounge's the only muscle on my body that works harder than my heart...
This weekend was stellar. And by stellar I mean mediocre. I just like thinking optimistically. I didn't see anyone I knew. The only person I talked to from Jacksonville was Erica and overall I didn't enjoy myself that much. Thursday night, my mom and I left for Orlando about five. I really had fun on the ride down. Talking to mom, one on one, is really something I enjoy. We got to Orlando about 7:15 and went and bought mom's Power Pass to Islands of Adventure/ Universal. We went into Universal to check the line at Shrek. Who was there? None other than the queen of horrible Universal employees, the lady who never lets me skip the line at Shrek :(. After a feeble attempt to weasle my way into the line we walk over to T2 and it's closed. So we left Universal because Back to the Future and MIB are too far back and head over to IOA. Hulk was closed so we walked over to Spider-man and met this lovely lady by the name of Jessica. She said she couldn't let us into the ride, but to come back tomorrow and we could skip the lines. Awesome! I love talking people into these kind of things. I'll finish this "trip report" later. Most Excellent. S3xYcOuNtRyGuRl (7:45:50 PM): your my man Current Mood: rejuvenatedCurrent Music: Back to the Future Main Theme- John Williams | | Wednesday, August 20th, 2003 | | 9:17 pm |
It's cold as a tomb and it's dark in your room
Why is it that some guys can shout out in the middle of class, "does anyone want to play with my hair?" and then instantaneously he has three girls surrounding him. Why can't I even have one? Current Mood: rejectedCurrent Music: Big Brother III |
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